Finally Justin gonna announce the tour dates tomorrow. Well yesterday i just ask a permission from my stepmom if i can go to Believe tour or not, so she said confirm the date first so later she can decide it. Today i woke up and saw Justin's tweet about he gonna announce the tour dates tomorrow and suddenly i burst into a tears because i was so scared and nervous. He better came to Malaysia when I'm free or else i cannot go. Sigh i wanna go to Believe tour so bad. What if he came when i was about to take my exams ? Ugh i'm so gonna kill him (but i still love him ok) What if my parents won't let me go ? Ya allah please I hope they let me go to believe tour.
Please please please please please I don't wanna missed his concert anymore just like My World tour. I think for the whole day i'm crying and i'm not in the mood. Only Allah knows how i feel at that time. I worked so hard for Believe tour okay I mean saved my own money since last year. And I don't get it why everytime I want to go to Justin's concert, there must be something that makes me cannot go to the concert. Is that meant that I and Justin we're fate not to be together ? So this time, I really really wanna go okay. I hope he came after i finished my exams.
Like I said just now I wanna go to his concert and now I just found out that he will came to Singapore this Sept 23 which means I obviously cannot go because I have exams. I repeat HE WILL CAME TO SINGAPORE!!! IT'S SINGAPORE OKAY WHICH IS JUST A FEW HOURS FROM MALAYISA!!! Well that is a bad news for me. Sigh if I didn't have exams on that day maybe I can go damn I wanna goooooooo. But the weird thing is, I didn't feel worried at all if I cannot go lol I don't know why (I'm so weird) but still I wanna go because it just take a few hours to go Singapore duh. Bila Malaysia buat haritu taknak pulak ajak Justin datang sini ugh.
And now Justin already released his new perfume Key ( i know the name is weird bcs my idol is so normal lol only beliebers understand what i'm saying) Oh god I think i'm gonna broke after this. But he just released Someday summer edition and now Key ? Does he think we're billionaire like him ? Ugh this kid really wants to see me broke. New tour, new album, new perfume, clothing line, Bieber merch omg I really need more $$$. Money will always be the problem when you're in a fanbase. You think being a fangirl is easy ? You think I wanted this ? You don't know me. You don't know everything. I didn't choose the fangirl life, the fangirl life choose me. 2 good news and 1 bad news in a day ugh
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